Crazy Granny & a Stripping Minor

This is a damn shame. As if the fifteen year old stripper wasn't enough.....This crazy grandma made me SMH. The worst part is ...thats some shit my grandma would do! *looks down in shame*

Princess iPod

Is it weird that I named my iPod Princess? lol I love it. I don't know why I didn't get it sooner. My cell phone must be jealous that I use Princess so much. I already out 700 songs and 48 apps on it. I'm in the process of downloading some YouTube videos right now so I can put em on. I'm glad I sprung for the 16 GB cause the 8 GB wouldn't have done it for me lol ...So yeah I'm happy!!!!! It was a good investment. =]
Now time to go see my good friend eBay and order some screen prtoectors for 99 cents haha

My Trip to Ohio

I just got back from a weekend trip to Ohio and I'm just glad to be back. My family and I went there to visit my uncle. The trip usually takes 6 hours but there was massive traffic in Pennsylvania so it took us about 8 hours to get there and 7 to come back. The ride wasnt that bad considering there were 3 small kids with us. We got lost a couple times but the good ol GPS in the Cadillac assisted .....The best part about it all was stayin at a hotel. There were 9 of us altogether...most of us teenagers so u know we were actin a fool lol ...We went swimming and I had fun... Even though my yellow ass cousin was tryin to drown me... [No worries I got his ass back in the hotel room...Pranks FTW] Yeah so overall it was iight.

In other news...

I think my summer fun is officially over, but I dont want it to be. I was supposed to go to the Poconos next week but I dont know if thats goin down anymore =/ So this is it. Im in work mode...straight focused.

Addicted to eBay

*Sigh* Really, I am addicted. I go on eBay at least 5 times a day, whether on my phone or on the PC...Its become a bad habit. You get some really great deals on eBay and we all know I love to shop so its hard to resist. I mean come on, where else are you going to buy new stuff for a few cents and free shipping??? I just bought a touch pen for my iPod for a buck =] ...Plus a manicure set, cosmetic case, battery for my laptop, and other random stuff. I love it! But...I think I need to go easy on shopping altogether. Time to save, save, save!

My Poetry

I was going through my Book of Poetry today and I JUST now realized how messed up I used to be. A lot of my poems are very sad and depressing. As happy as I am, I think if I were to write a poem right now it would still be sad. I've tried writing happy poems but they don't seem to come out right. Im obviously not going to post some of my deeper more personal poems but here's a couple of my faves...

NUMB

My heart is numb
I'm unable to feel
Unable to love and
Unable to heal
I'm dying inside
My organs to sleep..
Everlasting love
I shall not keep
Although I want it
It doesnt want me
So now that love
I cease to seek
So now here I am
Numb and alone
A caution blanket
My fear has sewn

This poem is my heart. Took a bit longer to write since I had to make sure every line had 9 syllables each...but it was worth it =]

NINE SYLLABLES

I'm in a depressive state of mind
In the dark you are no longer blind
So now I should be able to see
But I can't; there is no light for me
I am in total isolation
And in degrees of separation
But maybe because I want to be
I can't see, there is no light for me
Where has all of my happiness gone?
Why has it been hidden for so long?
They say "eternal beauty is key"
None of that, there is no light for me
Change of emotions in an instant
Love and tender care is so distant
Now it's time to pray on bending knee
No answer, there is no light for me
Still there are no smiles and no laughter
All an emotional disaster
No one understands, nor he or she
How could they? There is no light for me
Bring the person who can stop my cries
They must be special to dry my eyes
But for a blessing, there is a fee
God tell me, where is the light for me?
Is my light were I least expect it?
Maybe my light has been neglected
Now I see, no more a mystery
As always, the light resides in me

A Mess!

This video is a gosh darn shame. Entertaining nonetheless lol

Ladies...please take care of your hair....Keep in mind that you cant wear weave/braids all the damn time. Not good. Let your scalp breathe miss honey or else you gone end up with more patches then a quilt lmao

Shy Cookie VS the BOSS

I was laying on my bed doing my nails when I started to wonder: Do I have 2 personalities? I thought of this because during my job interview yesterday the manager had mentioned that outside of the workplace he was very anti-social but once in the work place he was friendly. I thought "That sounds a lot like me". Then I got to thinking am I one person with two different personalities? Is there this shy person that can transform into this confident boss? No. Not two personalities, just two parts of my psychic apparatus. Freud said that in every one's psyche there's the the id, the ego, and the super-ego...well I have the id, the shy cookie, and the BOSS.

Freud has been proven WRONG in a lot of his theories, but this one hasn't been disproven. In fact, it makes a lot of sense.

So, here's me:

The Shy Cookie isn't really that shy, just a tad bit anti-social. She doesn't want to be bothered and is often in her own world. I merge into Shy Cookie mode mostly when I'm shopping. That's probably why I'd rather shop alone. I'm in the zone and I don't want people to take me out of it.

The BOSS lady is confident. She walks around as if she owns the place yet she doesn't come off as being arrogant. She's very social and approachable. She's eager to help people and takes a lot of pride in her work. ImBOSS when I'm at work or at school.

[ I haven't been BOSS at the job I have now though..perhaps because I'm way out of my comfort zone at that place and I just don't care. No Worries...My new job starts next week. ]

And then there's the id. We all have one.

The id is a mass of instinctive drives and impulses, and demands immediate satisfaction. It's responsible for our basic drives such as food, water, sex, and basic impulses. It is amoral and egocentric, ruled by the pleasure–pain principle; it is without a sense of time, completely illogical, primarily sexual, infantile in its emotional development, and will not take "no" for an answer. It is regarded as the reservoir of the libido or "instinctive drive to create".

My Show Has Returned!

The Real Housewives of Atlanta Season 2 is finally here! Yes!! Now, for those of you who don't know.... my favorite show of ALL TIME is Desperate Housewives but the new season starts in the fall so..... The Real Housewives of Atlanta shall sustain me until then. I love it! Its sooo drama-filled and messy. My favorite used to be DeShawn but since she's not on the show anymore I guess I'll go with Lisa for now..... BUT I must say...Nene is really growing up. She's coming off a lot more mature this season. Kudos to you Nene! Sheree is still a tight lipped bitch who thinks she's better than everyone but I just love how she handled that party planner. "Who gon check me boo?"<-- CLASSIC. Kim is still a synthetic wig wearing sad excuse of a woman. Bitch get a job. The new chick Kandii is YAWN. She bores me. I don't like her. She looks more manly than Nene does. That cant be good. But as a whole, I look forward to this season. Should be entertaining =]

I <3 Wendy

I've been listening to Wendy Williams on the radio for about 7 years now and I just love her. I mean, YEAH she's a haute ass mess...but at least she KNOWS she's a mess and embraces it lol How sad...But anywho I love her honesty, her realness. I do think she may have some issues though but who doesn't? Her last day on radio was yesterday and I really am going to miss her. I wish her luck with her messy ass TV show though lol

As much as I cringe when she jiggles her arm fat, messes up her lines, or takes her wig off on stage...I LOVE IT! lol

Check Out Wendy's Last Show

Lil Wayne had something to say about my aunt Wendy...Ummm Fuck a Lil Wayne =]

Here's an old story I did on Wendy on my old blog.